What is ur feeling if you are me...

Yes,, anyone can tell me..
what is your feeling..
if you closest ppl told u that
she is going to commit suicide?
she choose to die?

yes...
i'm a failure man in the world
i felt i'm unqualified as a counselor though lisense in on my hand
i felt i was nuthin..
normally,
i'm the one who advice ppl not to die
i'm the ppl who open one's heart
i'm the ppl who advice ppl stay happily
but
i found that
when i faced the closest one
i can't do anything
i hate myself
yes
very very hate
for being contribute to community but not to ownself
shit man in the world
sad sad sad...